Since last year September I’ve been visiting a psychologist, but one issue with it, is that I only see him once a month. Except this month he wanted to see me twice since we were testing if I really need meds. On school I’m also talking to one of my teachers sometimes about how my grades are going. Also thanks for the Unicorn mom canvas to my mom i am because you are poster canvas in addition I really love this home decoration, i’ll check it out. Alright. Drug addict here. I’m typing this up at the very beginning of the home decoration so if I say it and you bring it up all well I used methamphetamine. And I quit after what was essentially a 6 month binge.
I would get high, come down, get high, come down and occasionally sleep or eat. I never used pills except Adderall as a way to stay level whilst coming down. I went cold. And it was absolute hell. Like being stuck in the freezer after being pulled out of the deep fat fryer. The only reason I was able to fully get clean on my own was because I was able to just pick up my life and leave, cut ties, disappear. Create distance between me and the high. I’ve been clean 2 years. And I’d like to say that being clean gets better or easier, but in many ways it gets worse. Like right now I have a small little tiny part of me that still wants drugs. Maybe only a year ago that would have been half of my thoughts all the time.
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And every so often just once every blue moon it becomes 100% of my thoughts all day, all night, sometimes even a week at a time currently. But the Unicorn mom canvas to my mom i am because you are poster canvas in addition I really love this good news best news really is that over time it gets easier and easier to resist these temptations. Not to be able to completely block them out. But to just look in the mirror and say no. Not now not ever again. And yeah I lost my train of thought somewhere around the beginning. I had a reason why I wanted to say something and it slipped away from me. But I think the biggest thing is that you definitely need a tool to write out thoughts.
I’m on Tumblr and occasionally share poetry that I’ve written. And I’ve also got a really nice leather bound journal that I gifted myself as a new adventure kind thing after I survived the first round of my personal hell. Shit gets dark. Shit gets scary. But there’s light at the end with a nice shady tree. Let go and hold on tight. So happy that you did this home decoration. From a former addict to a recovering one this was amazing. Great information. Great question. Thanks Kati. Thank you so much for speaking about this. I have been 3 years sober from opiates and so many people have inaccurate information about substance use disorders. I appreciate you.