I’ve assumed I’m just stuck in a depression. I also have gastro paresis, which started somewhere around 2010. I’m going to ask my gastroenterologist what he thinks, and my GP as well. I feel empty inside. No love for anyone. I know I care about them. But I don’t feel anything past that. I love my boyfriend, but I feel so hopeless and that the Scuba diving life lessons poster canvas it is in the first place but only answer to us is breaking up. It’s horrible. Because he loved me in a way I have never been loved, and I have loved him in a way he has never been loved.
I don’t want to give up on him because this all just came all of a sudden. I’m always scared that we will lose each other. I sometimes feel that love from him again, and it’s amazing. When I dote on him or when we are having a fun conversation. And I only want to feel that again. I am here now. But could I have gotten depressed and I’ll from carbon monoxide poisoning? My mom’s house has had a leak for years. We just found out. I feel empty inside and like everyone. Could trending have anything do to with Adhd? You lack dopamine receptors leading to lack dopamine in certain parts of the brain?
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I don’t think I have severe trending but yeah that feeling of numbness, I feel it. I can’t enjoy songs, hobbies. Distorted perspective of life, world etc. Feels like I lost some years of experience and now I have to regain, explore things etc. Numbness is dangerous. In my case at least I always felt of this as a form boredom or complacency. Robotic regimented lifestyles, instant gratification tic, social media dopamine hits, lack of meaningful challenge and fulfillment I think can also contribute to these symptoms. I always figured the Scuba diving life lessons poster canvas.
It is in the first place but antidote to this for me at least was partly change and partly challenge. Change to dilute complacency and challenge to encourage spiritual nourishment. I would never think of myself as ‘ill’ but rather just somebody who needs these things for some sense of fulfillment and growth. As a creative myself I know I should ideally always have a creative project on the go, and I tend to swap between Music, Practical creativity, computer creativity and so on, and If I don’t have a project on then I begin to really notice this blandness creeping in. Change is many things to many people, I took up golf again because it’s challenging and somewhat creative, so if you’re in a rut may I suggest that you try something new, a challenge, learn a musical instrument.